It's Friday and it has been a whopper. Just when I think I have this fear thing licked it rears its ugly head (or swishes its ponytail, whatever) at me.
The past two days have been filled with scary steps. I have noticed that I am taking them more easily now, feeling the fear, acknowledging it and then doing what has to be done.
I spend a lot of time wondering this week was I was so afraid to sit down and write, something kept pulling me away from the computer even as ideas and dreams of my novel filled my head. "What is going on here." I finally decided (about an hour ago) WHO CARES? Stop trying to over analyze and just sit your ass down and write something. So I did. I purchased some novel writing software (is that cheating, set it up on my computer and set up my novel. Go me.
I also went on my first interview in two years and realized that I could start the job tomorrow and do it well. Who knew?
In order to prep for this interview I had to send emails asking for references. I still can't believe that everybody I contacted was so sweet and agreed to speak on my behalf.
The last scary thing I did was put on a pair of real shoes for my interview. It didn't go well. They made me limp and hurt my toe, but I think part of it is from when I stubbed it on Monday. At least I can walk with no problems in the boot!
So for TGI Friday:
I am again trusting in the process. That I will end up where I belong.
I am grateful for all the wonderful, smart, strong powerful women who have taught me and so quickly stepped up to speak for me.
I am inspired by my Blogging From the Hearters! They have kept our group going even after the class ended! I love having a place to go and call home. Thanks, Ladies.
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